Checking in...

It feels like ages since I last 'blogged', I've had some fairly full-on work happening on a customer site in Crows Nest and I have been collapsing in front of the TV most nights, not wanting to sit back into the drivers seat of my mac.

But I'm here now, so I'd thought I'd check in, and check out what my favorite little ww's have been up to. I have been naughty - I haven't tracked or weighed-in in about 2 1/2 weeks and my willingness to give into my cravings has returned. So much for re-empowering myself with lessons learned. I have been feeling down and out and have been compensating by eating too much, and none of the good stuff.

My reason for not weighing in is simply bad scheduling - I have been working late on Tuesdays and have not yet been able to free-up my Saturday mornings to try the alternate meeting close by. As for not tracking - that's just me being resentlful and stubborn about this weighty problem. So it's pretty much back to the drawing board.

I am flying (eeeek) to Brisbane on Saturday morning , 7am flight, to hang out with the Boy (he's working over the long weekend) and won't be back till 11pm Tuesday night. This flying thing has me a bit scared - my fears are getting worse (not better) every flight I take. I cried my last flight back from the gold coast, squeezing the life out of CBs hand. Saturday I fly alone and I'm not sure how it's going to go - even considering visiting 'Auntie Val' to try and calm myself before I get on the plane. Does anyone else have this fear? I am also deathly afraid of big moths and spiders!!

That is my bit for this week. My resolve is to try and get back on track asap, attend the very next meeting I can, pick up my week 9 book and try and re-motivate myself. I know it's not that hard to follow the program, but life is getting in the way!!